A Display of Mackeral
They lie in parallel rows,
on ice, head to tail,
each a foot of luminosity
barred with black bands,
which divide the scales'
radiant sections
like seams of lead
in a Tiffany window.
Iridescent, watery
prismatics: think abalone,
the wildly rainbowed
mirror of a soap-bubble sphere,
think sun on gasoline.
Splendor, and splendor,
and not a one in any way
distinguished from the other
--nothing about them
of individuality. Instead
they're all exact expressions
of the one soul,
each a perfect fulfillment
of heaven's template,
mackerel essence. As if,
after a lifetime arriving
at this enameling, the jeweler's
made uncountable examples
each as intricate
in its oily fabulation
as the one before;
a cosmos of champleve.
Suppose we could iridesce,
like these, and lose ourselves
entirely in the universe
of shimmer--would you want
to be yourself only,
unduplicatable, doomed
to be lost? They'd prefer,
plainly, to be flashing participants,
multitudinous. Even on ice
they seem to be bolting
forward, heedless of stasis.
They don't care they're dead
and nearly frozen,
just as, presumably,
they didn't care that they were living:
all, all for all,
the rainbowed school
and its acres of brilliant classrooms,
in which no verb is singular,
or every one is. How happy they seem,
even on ice, to be together, selfless,
which is the price of gleaming.
3 comments:
Either you really brought the right books along or you have 1an even better memory than I knew! I've recently read Doty's memoir about losing his old Golden (as I've recently lost mine).
btw, Paul and I are in Montreal tonight and tomorrow, flying to London from here -- walking St. Catherine this evening, kept an eye out for Lindsay ;-)
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wish I could say I simply pulled this out of my memory, but no, I had in on file from a download a few years ago. You certainly are a jet setter these days: Ottawa, Montreal, and if I remember correctly, Paris next. Lindsay, by the way, is in Victoria this summer. I will miss having an excuse to visit Montreal. Have a great trip, I look forward to catching it on the blog (when I get anywhere near internet)
Oh, but they do care that they are living, or they wouldn't swim away from the shark. Lovely poem still. Nice that you have a laptop on which to summon it up. Good company, to a point, no?
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